If there’s anything I’ve learned over my short existence, it’s to never let them see you hurt.
But it looks and sounds a lot easier than it really is.
After all how hard does it seem to paste a fake smile on your lips and tell everyone its fine?
How hard does it sound to act like the douche-monster who did it to you is really a good person on the inside?
It’s all just an act, one that only the best can pull off effectively.
Only this performance doesn’t end,
There’s no red carpet premier
No star-studded arrivals,
The only award you get from this performance is the satisfaction you get from knowing that people haven’t seen how weak you really are.
1-2-3-4…. The countdown’s over. Converse Music has hit Tumblr!
“I love being a father and wanted to be a father long before I had any business being a father. One could argue easily that I had no business being a father when I became a father at 25… but I just love it. That kind of love – I have never experienced it before. That kind of unconditional, doing anything for a person kind of love.”
This is one dream I will NOT let anyone live for me like acting and directing and writing, this one is mine.
that could’ve been me…
why wasn’t it me?
why did I have to fuck things up for myself?
why did I stop what looked to have been a good thing before it even happened?
maybe it’s better this way…
I mean if I wouldn’t have turned you away and blocked you out, like I do to every boy that comes my way, you never would’ve been with her…
she’s a perfectly nice girl, sweet and funny and nice and caring and pretty…
maybe you were meant to be with her and I was just the hurtle you had to get over to finally bring you two together.
But I still can’t help but think…
What if I were her?
We watched this in my English class today and it literally gave me chills. If you see this please watch it, it is worth it.